Confused

As i sit and read previously posted entries, i can't help but laugh at myself. Why am i constantly thinking different things? Why (a few days later) do i wish i never typed what i typed? Why am i so silly? Lately i have heard the same complaints over and over and over again, and not by just one person. by multiple people. On one hand, i feel bad and want to change my habits for them... but on the other hand... why cant they just understand that this is just the way that i am????

"Oh Lord it's hard to be humble

but I'm doing the best that I can.

I guess you could say I'm a loner,

a cowboy outlaw tough and proud.

I could have lots of friends if I want to

but then I wouldn't stand out from the crowd.

Some folks say that I'm egotistical.

Hell, I don't even know what that means.

I guess it has something to do with the way that I

fill out my skin tight blue jeans. 
Oh Lord it's hard to be humble"