Marriage??

The older i get, the more i realize that i want to be married. My wall is down. ahhh, its down. Im a strong woman, who has become slightly weakened by the feelings of what i do believe is love.

I cant wait til i grow up.

but you're hard to please

When your faith is gone

and when you can't believe

I'm on my hands and knees

The junk of the hearts

I've given all of me

and you crave for more

Weird how this makes us feel

Ooh Ahh

You can never plan your life. You can try, and try and try... but you will never be prepared for what is ahead of you.  I dont think about life in general a lot, i only think about MY life, and needless to say, my life is weird. I constantly upset someone by doing nothing. I guess if you are doing nothing wrong, you are doing something wrong. I try not to let it bother me. I try to tell myself that these people just need my attention, because i am obviously not giving enough of it.

At this point in time in my life, i am happy... not overjoyed, just happy.  my life be like... Ooh Ahh ooh ahh.

The bliss between giving my all and giving up

The highs and lows, 

Paths and roads I chose

In the cold I froze

Trying to ease my woes

In this world of sin

Clothes to thin to fend

So to God I send

Words of help to win

In grumblings so deep letters could never express

So the sounds of Ooh Ahh beneath my breath projects