High Hopes

I want complete destruction of high hopes. Not because i had them, but because they dont need to exist. Strange things happen to me everyday. Is it because im getting older and people are getting weirder? Or is it that every person is lonely and need attention from anyone that crosses their path? I'll be the first to admit, i get excited when new things happen. Whether its new toe nail polish, a new friend, or a new item of clothing at my work (that i can never seem to get on allowance haha), i get pumped.  But for some reason, whatever it is im excited on... isnt reciprocated, at least not initially. Whatever.

"There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone.
and I wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will bring you around".